I have made up my mind, and no point in talking about it more.. Friends is all i'm ready for. Friendship is all i want...

I will follow my heart from now on...
To be who i want to be, to do what i want to do. Yet sometimes i wonder - Who exactly am I... But wasn't that the whole point of this period? To discover who I am~
Seems amazing isn't it - after a quarter of one's life, to discover that one doesn't really know oneself...
How sad is that...

DInner w Bro, Lijun & Belinda!!!

Let me show off my new buy ~ after my well-loved sandals fell apart on me ='( sob sob...~ a pair of sandals which i've been eyeing for some time... Got this at Code Red @ FE Plaza... Nice? ^^
Nice and comfy, looks so girl yet practical... Best of all, easy on my wallet - hahaha...
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Oh, and i took this photo the other day - why ah... hee.... Nope, not because she looks pretty, i'm not that way! Cos from this angle, the model looks like a friend of mine.. Hee... 'Fraid i can't say who, cos haven't received permission to put her name. =P

NTU friends, can guess ba? Hee...

OKie! time for some back logs.. haha...

Remember i once mentioned this really nice chicken wings at the Hong Kong cafe at FE Plaza? Hee.. went back the other day with my jie mei's to enjoy it again after a great workout...

From right most in a clockwise direction, allow me to introduce.... ^^

1.My Yuan Yang, yummily blended!
2. The raved about chicken wings~ *slurp*
3. Inch thick toast with egg and ham
4. My jie mei - Jaime & me!!!

I'm working so long hours, all for the sake of this!!! Haha... Yes, greenbacks and shiny clinking cash! Well.. Guess it's long term planning - now i'm having lots of fun at the C.Fitness.. (And truth be told, that takes cash as well. haha..) And i want to be able to continue this activity even after school starts, so saving up for it! heehee.. I love the body combat and yoga lessons - really cool.. The vibe is so great!!! Everybody is just going all out and punching, listening to the coach's instruction. There's no discrimination, that's so great!


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Also, i'm saving up for a trip to Bangkok in September! Hee.. Going with my school mates!!! Yippee!!! I've wanted to go the Bangkok for the longest time... Looking forward to the shopping, delicious food, clubbing and my fun-loving friends... hahaha... (Jean, i'm gonna depend on u le oh!!! =p )

Woo.... SO bored today at work.. i want to sleep man... Like Sharyn says, we are reaching the saturation point faster and faster... Sigh.. I never want to do data entry again for the rest of my life..... I cannot be happier than when they ask me to do other things for them - just to get away from the cards!!! =P

A water bearer in China had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water to his house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments, perfec t for which it was made. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, and because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house."

The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?

That's because I have always known about your flaw, and I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back,you've watered them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house"

Moral: Each of us has our own unique flaws. We're all cracked pots.

But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are, and look for the good in them.

Greetings to all my crackpot friends!!!

Sometimes i wish the camera in my hp is up to the current standard... This morning while i was looking out the window, i saw a most interesting scenery.. Full of contradiction, it struck a chord in me..

The sun was shining brightly, the skies were dark gray- portending rain, there was a long rainbow gleaming faintly in the distance...

How i wish i have a camera of my own... =(

As it is, i can only make do with rainbows from other people then.. hahaha...

been a very long day, still in the office actually.. Doing admin today.. blessedly peaceful... =) Helped Sharyn to clear the package cards with many many pieces (@@ nearly went crazy..), and finally moved on to do my own stuff.. Very satisfied, managed to catch up from through 10th to the 17th!!! Hurray!!! Now only got 5 days more to chiong! hee... Month end's coming...

Wah... this must complain ah.. Yesterday went to CF to join this class - Intro Step. It was supposed to be Basic class, ok! I tell you, it was mad!!! The stupid instructor went slow for all of 2 minutes and then zoomed into full speed!! Crazy!!! He only showed the basic steps for one time and expect us to be able to keep up?!?!?! He's mad! Really lor, i feel like i'm dumb or wat lor.. And it's not just me, there were these 2 other gals who's also first timer too.. The first chance we got, we walked out. So the!!! Totally spoilt the mood la... *grumble grumble*

I'm so not going back there!!!

Stone..... Stayed up till 4am yest, looking at next sem's classes...
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Now eating snake in the office... Hahahaha....

just thought of something today...

The letter which is likely to be most used in conversations, would probably be "U" - you... Cos most people generally would say things are done by the other party, or prefer to tell the other person something.. no matter how they say it, it's always direct to the other person even when they are talking about themselves or their own exp...

Conversely, the letter which will be the most predominant in a person's thoughts would be "I". People would think about themselves first. defending one's own actions to themselves, rationalizing to themselves their own thinking...

All in all... i guess that's human nature...

Sad kind of society we have nowadays........

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Kind Astrologer. Where You Lived: North Africa. How You Died: Killed in Battle.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

worried now man.. haven't planned my classes yet.... it's going to be the day to decide on my second spec le...... Stress...
@_@

No time, no time... working and working, and playing and sleeping, and working out...

The Day I Got Body-slammed by a Giant Bowling Ball...

On Sat, i went to MOS with my friends, and we were seating at this table in 54 (the retro room), when this really big-sized Indian guy came walking towards the bar behind us..

You know the kind of feeling, "bu4 xiang2 de4 yu4 gan3" - it's exactly that feeling... The minute i saw him, i just had a feeling something was gonna happen...

True enough, the next minute, he basically stumbled and slammed into me, knocking me into the table, and then he fell under the table.

?!?!?!

Seriously, he fell UNDER the table........ and he remained there.

I had this urge to throw the remains of my drink down... -_-" (ah.. too 'zek arh' la, so didn't la, dun worry..)

Then this bartender, quite well built and tall, came around to try help him up. Hmmm... why i use the word 'try' ne... Eh, i saw both the guy and the bartender using their strength, but just couldn't budge lo... Heh.... ya, the guy was quite seriously wasted...

Well, anyway, finally, he was up, and managed to make the few steps to the bar safely. Then he started talking to this couple at the bar, and the poor gal was between him and her boyfriend, her expression was seriously tortured... Poor thing leh.. I think she was apprehensive, afraid he will lose his balance.... =P

Oh well, his 'guest appearance' turned what would have been a normal clubbing night into something memorable.. Hahahaha.....

You Are Wind

Strong and overpowering A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you You have the power to change everything around you You are best known for: your wrath Your dominant state: commanding

What Type of Weather Are You?

Seems like things just conspire to prevent me from doing my admin duties in peace.

just managed to find my friend who's interested in data entry,and just only roughly taught her the ropes and i can do my admin stuff... Then one of my colleagues went on leave, which left the counter a little short-handed.

Then~~~ this colleague, she call in sick this morning!Duh... Got so zun meh? Yesterday also perfectly fine... =(

And it's not just one day, it's tml also leh!

Today i supposed to do admin, go and do counter. Supposed to work till 6.30 and meet my friends for dinner also late, only able to leave at 7pm... Sigh...

They are really short-handed tml, but i really cannot help tml la.. cos otherwise i won't be good for much on sunday... really quite tired le...

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Well, the dinner tonight... Hmmm... had a really great and yummy dinner.... heehee...
Sushi Tei~
It was just Xiaoxuan, Gaston & me.. It was also my first time to Sushi Tei~ So exciting!

It's really "a cent of money, a cent worth of goods".. The food is delicious!We ordered so many things! haha... Let's see...

~Mixed sushi platter, Salmon roe sushi, hotate (scallop), swordfish sashimi, beef with golden mushroom, squid tempura, fish (not sure which fish) tempura and my favourite deep fried beancurd, this time with Unagi too! Then just for kicks, we decided to try this thing which both Xiaoxuan and I have never tried before - in Japanese, i think it was called 'uni', (don't quite remember) sea urchin.

It was the singular most memorable dish the whole night la.. I mean, how often do you get people telling before you try the thing - "don't vomit after eating it ok?" -_-"

It was not that bad la, to vomit immediately, but i guess it's the kind of taste that grows on one.. Not for me~ hee...

Yup, and muz thank Mr Gaston most sincerely~ hee... Next outing, my treat, ya! Another one with shy girlfriend, haha.. wanted to go for a drink one, pity she's not interested.. =) But just gal's talk with Xiaoxuan is really fun! I really enjoyed myself very much today... Muz do this more often! haha...

Tml, go to the gym, and a friend's b'day tml! hehehe....

Ok, i am really in a quandary this time... The thing i prayed for (99% of the time), and yet scared of getting (when i am sane), has come true... To take or not to take? I still have some time to decide, but time flies......

Oh my goodness.....

Pros:
The same amount of subjects must be taken anyway
I have the interest in the subject
being able to Learn a whole new field
no more regrets, i told myself...

Cons:
I am afraid i will not do well in the subject.
I did not do that well for it
the spec which i should get is project intensive, it's going to affect the time i can spend on this also
i need to work as well...

oh no.......
Stress..........

heh... very happy! guess what i found when i got home tonight?

A big big bowl of delicious and sweet fresh lychees, all peeled & seeds have all been taken out!

I LOVE YOU, MUMMY!!!

"Be sweet and smiley all day, always... Be happy and content..."

Grumpy.....

Yesterday, i spent 5 hours keying in the records of around 30 customers. Today, I speeded up, and ended up using 4 hours to key in 20 customers because of stupid mistakes. And this stupid system is not forgiving of mistakes lor..... Grr..... Have to void and re-key again. growl growl growl...

Still in the office now, my mgr is still hard at work beside me... Sigh... Ah well, at least i'm earning money. (Console myself!)

Ah, to happier things - Hee... I passed my Basic Theory already! Lalala... Decided to take the school driving, cos well, i know myself, i'm lazy without something to push me... They won't call me, that's for sure - but why u know? More expensive! Ha!!! So must faster finish, so that dun need to spend so much, and no extending membership.. All $$$... =)

I'm sorry for letting all my friends worry about me.. I know because i haven't been around, a few of u tot i was in a bad shape or such.. Very sorry - i'm all right! =) Hmmm... feel bad arh? call me more oftern la! hahaha....

Anyway, i read this on a dear friend's blog - and i want to share this with all of my friends... (hee.. i'm sure she won't mind me plagarising....) =P

There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.

The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted.
The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.

The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen.

The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment.

The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life.

He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall.

Moral lessons: Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest. Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later.

Two reasons for this story...

1. I won't give up at winter either... I will persevere, and i will take care of all the fellow trees (friends) around me too..

2. To Alan, Ultimately, just want to let you know, I respect you for your courage and determination. I hope you won't give up on your thinking... Your gal in the future is going to be the luckiest woman alive...

Best wishes...

Hi everyone, sorry i haven't been updating these days... Perfectly honestly, it's really troublesome to get online at home, and i don't have the chance to get online at work all that often.. hee...

Well, been really busy at work- Work's heating up, my boss is rushing for the data entry to be done, and there isn't enough time at all for me to even sit down in front of the computer even though i'm supposed to be doing the admin stuff. (Heck, even the admin stuff isn't getting done!) The counter is simply understaffed - Again. The gal who was supposed to come to work sabo-ed. She didn't turn up! Good havens, is this jinxed or wat, for this half year i've been here, it seems that the success rate of hiring customer service staff are really low... It's really weird la, the work isn't that hard anyway... @@ Anyone interested in a long term job? Even short term data entry??

Anyway, there was this majorly big hoo-ha the other day, one of the therapist got really grumpy with this poor colleague of mine... Sigh... I really wonder why sometimes... She doesn't do anything to provoke Her one lor, it's just plain 'suay' la... Oh well, better to keep quiet and hope things blow over soon - dun want Her looking in my direction in her current mood. haha..

Anyway, ya, so i've been really lazy to even switch on my com when i reach home and draft things out.. Sorry bout that...

Oh, i went HRC with Kellyn, Jem, Miao and their friends last Sat! Hee... I didn't expect so many pple to be there, and even more surprising, it was ladies night on Sat, free entry, & 2 free drinks!!! Hehehe... Only spent $5 on drinks the whole night.. Had a lot of fun, chatting and dancing.. All thanks to Kellyn for asking me along~! Hee.. Thanks!! Hee... Miao, next time muz dance ok? =P Hmmm... let's see... when and where shall we go next time? *think think*

Mmm.. don't feel that i drop off the face of the earth ok.. i'm just not online that's all.. hee... Need to find me, my hp is still the easiest way k! Dun grumble say everytime i not online la.. =)

Well, going to sleep le, very tired, worked 12-10 today... ZZZ... Another long day ahead...

TATA~!!!!

"Let me reach for the stars..."

Ok, I am officially single as of now.. Hahahaha.....

It just shows how bad it has gotten when all i feel now is relief... -_-"

Well, the results are finally out. I did okay i guess... I think my standard's slipping... =( But no matter wat, i did pass everything... A bit of an anticlimax after all the waiting and anticipation, but i think that's only to be expected... ^^

Been spending almost all my time in the spa recently. Today, i was supposed to be working 10.30 to 3.30 at the counter, but wat do u think.. haha.. i'm still at the spa now. I've been in the office doin my admin stuff... @@ Finishing up my stuff now, and taking the time to update my blog too.. Tml working at 10.30pm till 7.30 again... I'd better get home and rest earlier, still meeting my two dearie for dinner tml... Wonder if they'll be up for more then dinner? Hee......

I think i've really been spending too much time on work. Well, definitely my bf is complaining.. hee... So i'm trying, managed to get Sat off specially for him, cos this week he's going on outfield, and won't be meeting me at all these 5 days.. hee hee.. Hmm... what should i do these few days? la la la... (na, just joking...)

Just got to know these 2 frens of mine are together, and it came as a surprise, but upon looking back, there were signs that pointed that way.. haha... Truthfully speaking, i really feel that the two of them really suit each other. Both look boisterous on the outside, but are really very sensitive souls... They've both been thru quite a bit before they got together... I wish them all the best... =)

Sigh... Busy busy busy...........
But my boss just hired this new gal for customer service, so hopefully i'm going to be full-time in the office soon...
*hope hope~*

Saw this super weird thing on the lift door today. Dai yi long also do marketing now ah.. Sigh.. Hope those people who get tempted remember that next time it might be their own number & unit number on the lift door.. =(

Hmmm… Ok, gonna backtrack a bit..
22 may 06
Met Gigi for shopping after work @ Mango in Isetan, and I dragged jean along for dinner too. We went to Great world city for dinner @ yoshinoya! =)

At the end of the night, Jean and I went to Cold storage and bought Mochi!!! It's very very nice! Hee.. See my mochi, doesn't it look cute? It looks like it's giving u the tongue, doesn't it! Hee hee….. My mochi got character one, ok! Not everyone can eat it one orh~ hahaha…